new dawn fades....

i've just been lingering...lurking..whatever.. anyway, not alot is going on in my life. it has been less than a month since my grandma died and i feel...i feel diplaced... i know what needs to be done, but still i continue to lack...i just don't know.. well, i'm still alive and i'm grateful to be....and hope everyone that reads this is doing well....

"hoping for somtinng else, hoping for something more..."(joy division - "new dawn fades"),
much love,
patrick